life seems so short... 4 more days to my genting trip but would we still be able to go... it will be my first oversea trip for the past 20 odd years.... i hope we can successfully went there but i doubt everyone will hav the mood to play and enjoy... kinda feel sad now... hope he will be fine... muz endure although it would be very tough... i'm very selfish.. all i tink is abt myself... timing.. confusing...