has been 1 wk plus since i worked.. what hav i been doing.. 'sai gan'.. filing.. filing filing... but got the chance to issue cheques.. haha..
my pass for entering and leaving the building and level..
fri receive msg from np on exam results.. dont dare to see.. waited till lunch time then peep.. saw the first module result.. excited..finally nv let myself down.. then 2nd de.. still alright.. who ask me late if not sure do well also.. then left 3 cole de.. sucks to the worst.. mood totally gone down.. dunno wad i shld do.. i'm so afraid.. although i hav prepared for the worst but ....... 事实就是如此。。really wish to stop.. i'm tired le..
later hav to choose timetable.. dunno wad to do.. will get separated from them.. haiz.. blame who.. my brain.. i will be slower than them by 1 module and others by 2 or 3.. shld i study 6 odules instead of 5 this sem.. i scared i couldn't cope。。then go besak(crazy), break down or 忧郁症.. haha.. but i dun wan to be alone and slow down.. but wad if i fail.. it would be worst.. omg.. WAD SHLD I DO?? still haven tell my parents abt it.. i doubt i will be telling them ba.. they hav been telling others how hardworking i am compared to my brother.. really dun wish to let them down.. ('-')"
fianlly choose le.. its not easy sia.. shld hav stick to the usual plan and not changing arnd.. go a big round and is back to the sq.. i tink i'll jus take 5 modules ba since many ppl told me to.. dun stress myself better.. thx so much to them for helping and being my consultant.. 感激在心。。
我有很多朋友但真心，知心的又有几个。。 这几天我都在反复思考，是我要求高还是对人不好呢？？ 烦！！
