ytd(sun) meet my IS frenz at boon lay.. was late becos my bus broke down.. sway.. then start filming.. everything seems to be very wrong.. i guess my LMS wont be doing good.. left IAC.. dunno how also.. i tink the end results will be pretty bad.. tok wif teacher abt our summary but come out not very good.. insufficient of info.. nv do research also.. i guess i'm not attentive in cls.. dreaming? i guess so.. end filming at 4pm.. decided to go find bao they'll at pasir ris park.. reach at 5.30pm.. cycle awhile.. actually they wanna go bowling but becos there renovation so we decided to go tm to hav our dinner.. at tat time already left a few ppl le.. i nv eat anything.. chi bu xia.. dunno why.. aft tat go popular as jacq wanna buy smth.. then go take photos.. then headed home.. on the bus, tok to bao on the phone.. thx for yr encouragement..
dunno wad happen to me.. mood been affected.. becos of alot of things.. no faith in myself le.. keep thinking on negative things.. where is my abit of confidence.. nth is done well.. suppose to hav a wonderful day for me ytd but i'm the one tat mess up.. no trust for me.. i struggled whether to go relax or another but..... Sat, didnt slp long cos i slept at 5am.. tink alot.. hope u guys enjoyed without me.. sry tat i back out last min.. will i be able to return to wad i'm previously? hav a sudden of thoughts.. is tis wad i wan for my future? did i choose the correct route/path to go? jus wad are my future plans..
