feeling very sad.. am i a virus.. does tat mean having cp means is a long term virus or disease?? i dunno y ppl are having tis thoughts..i really hate... was feeling very excited as the date is cuming nearer.. but now.. everything vanish.. some things i can understand but i hate ppl hav tat thinking.. left 1 more day of rest le.. batt fully charge.. is time to carry on wif wad is left undone..